{"id":154,"date":"2010-11-19T18:46:52","date_gmt":"2010-11-19T23:46:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kuny.ca\/blogs\/?p=154"},"modified":"2010-11-19T18:46:52","modified_gmt":"2010-11-19T23:46:52","slug":"twenty-love-poems-and-a-song-of-despair","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/kuny.ca\/blogs\/2010\/154\/poems\/twenty-love-poems-and-a-song-of-despair\/","title":{"rendered":"Twenty Love Poems and a Song of Despair"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Pablo Neruda<\/p>\n<p><em>(translated by W. S. Merwin)<\/em><\/p>\n<p>XX<\/p>\n<p>Tonight I can write the saddest lines.<br \/>\nWrite, for example, &#8220;The night is starry<br \/>\nand the stars are blue and shiver in the distance.&#8221;<br \/>\nThe night wind revolves in the sky and sings.<br \/>\nTonight I can write the saddest lines.<br \/>\nI loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.<br \/>\nThrough nights like this one I held her in my arms.<br \/>\nI kissed her again and again under the endless sky.<br \/>\nShe loved me, sometimes I loved her too.<br \/>\nHow could one not have loved her great still eyes.<br \/>\nTonight I can write the saddest lines.<br \/>\nTo think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.<br \/>\nTo hear the immense night, still more immense without her.<br \/>\nAnd the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.<br \/>\nWhat does it matter that my love could not keep her.<br \/>\nThe night is starry and she is not with me.<\/p>\n<p>This is all. In the distance<br \/>\nsomeone is singing. In the distance.<br \/>\nMy soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.<br \/>\nMy sight tries to find her as though to bring her closer.<br \/>\nMy heart looks for her, and she is not with me.<br \/>\nThe same night whitening the same trees.<br \/>\nWe, of that time, are no longer the same.<br \/>\nI no longer love her, that&#8217;s certain, but how I loved her.<br \/>\nMy voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.<br \/>\nAnother&#8217;s. She will be another&#8217;s. As she was before my kisses.<br \/>\nHer voice, her bright body. Her infinite eyes.<br \/>\nI no longer love her, that&#8217;s certain, but maybe I love her.<br \/>\nLove is so short, forgetting is so long.<br \/>\nBecause through nights like this one I held her in my arms<br \/>\nmy soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.<br \/>\nThough this be the last pain that she makes me suffer<br \/>\nand these the last verses that I write for her. <\/p>\n<!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on the_content --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on the_content -->","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Pablo Neruda (translated by W. S. Merwin) XX Tonight I can write the saddest lines. Write, for example, &#8220;The night is starry and the stars are blue and shiver in the distance.&#8221; The night wind revolves in the sky and sings. Tonight I can write the saddest lines. I loved her, and sometimes she loved <a href='http:\/\/kuny.ca\/blogs\/2010\/154\/poems\/twenty-love-poems-and-a-song-of-despair\/' class='excerpt-more'>[&#8230;]<\/a><!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on get_the_excerpt --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on get_the_excerpt --><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-154","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems","category-4-id","post-seq-1","post-parity-odd","meta-position-corners","fix"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/kuny.ca\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/154","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/kuny.ca\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/kuny.ca\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kuny.ca\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kuny.ca\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=154"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/kuny.ca\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/154\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":155,"href":"http:\/\/kuny.ca\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/154\/revisions\/155"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/kuny.ca\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=154"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kuny.ca\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=154"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kuny.ca\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=154"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}